My LJ-Sexperience

So, it's done, I've finished my Master of Science now :)

Resume:
+ more money
+ no tests

-less time
-less freedom
-less nice female students

All in all I am happy and a little bit sad at the same time...

Hmm, found some older pics:

( nws boy parts )

Should make new ones, any suggestions?

Okay, the first days were fun ,but I soon realised that it is not really my thing.
I am not really into men, they are boring me, girls for this purpose are hard to find, so I am leaving my cam off, except for special situations ;)
One more thing in my list "done, but nothing for me"...

Some kind of strange, maybe I should stop it:

The last weeks I found out, that showing off in front of my webcam and ornanating getting commands from the viewers satisfies me a lot.
And there is no matter of female or male (I prefer females and would never start anything with a single man in real life), I enjoy it.
Normally I am not really submissive, but in front of my cam I want to be told what to do.
Maybe a short phase in my sex life, who knows...

My beloved 14 year old tarantula died yesterday, poor old lady :(

Bad times:
Carreer is still uncertain. My perfect job in my university seems far away, but maybe there is a little hope...

Good times:
Watched a 3d porn on my ps3, that was pretty cool (okay, the porn itself was lame, but the 3d experience was nice).

Hmm,

i don't know what to do with my lj..
Some explicit? Some personal?

Any suggestions?